I've been seeing this great meme going around about OC Firsts. awsome me want to draw! do I? nope. too damn tired. I work all the friggin time and when I'm not working I sleep.

I graduated college with a BA in Studio Art. I draw. not anymore. I haven't drawn in...I can't even tell you how long. I have a shit load of art on my comp I CAN digitally fuck up....uh..I mean color. but...I watch a LOT of GREAT artists and...well... if you look through my pathetic gallery you will come to realize that my talents are worth NADA! Nothing! Crap! Zilch!

so...I think I'm just going to have to give up. a greater person would overcome this and strive for perfection. IF I was to do this I would have to have time on my hands to perfect and create. I don't have that kind of time. I dont even have the time to devote to my birds to teach them how to trust my hand!

seriously. Mott will bite if you go to touch him. Bailey will run away. he's a bird...he CAN fly. he runs.

I'm hardly ever outside. I hardly ever see the day's sky. my work scheduel can be any time between 6 am and midnight! 36-40 hours a week. sometimes I work 6 days straight before getting one day off before I have to work again. Trivial in japan.

I just don't think too many other peple have degrading jobs like mine.

well...no one wants to hear about that loaded rifle...

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Clubs I Watch Intently

~ALUclub
*ClubInuyasha
~Divines-Deviants
~egypt-club
~evilteapartyclan
~HellsingYaoi
~Paints-N-Pintos
~SequinedSockSociety
~snapefanclub
~StripedCheetah
~Vampires-Unite
~vampiretartsclub
~Vampyres-Anonymous

Legacy of Kain clubs

~ancientsgrove
~faustus-coven
~JanosAudronClub
~Lair-Of-Nosgoth
~Legacy-Of-Kain-Slash
~LoK-Brotherly-Love
~lokclan
~LokForgotten
~OrderofKain
~Rahabshrine
~Raziel-Clan
~Razielim-clan
~sarafancrusade
~The-Red-Raven-Tavern
~TheCabal
~TurelClan
~VoradorsHarem
~Zephonimclan