I think I have a tention headache right now. My neck hurts and so does my temple and my throat. In any case I decided to write here because another...journal site takes so damn long to sign in and get to the update journal page. Yes I have why-fie XP or what ever the hell it is. yea, speaking of which wtf IS wifi and 3G and shit like that, anyway? I can understand l33t on cars to make men think they're haxxorz and get them to buy it, but that's all. what does all that stuff mean anyway?? VX horse power... blablabla

see? dilusional with headache!

anyway why am I here? umm.... deaths. lots of it has been happening lately. , a family friend, Billy Mays, another star and Michael Jackson. dood. wham bam, all at once.

I cried when I learned about Jewel-reaver. at first I couldn't believe it so I did research. I found out via LOK club here on DA, then I went to JR's page and then a friends page and I was just devestated. she and I talked once or twice, but a tallented artist was lost and I truely appreciated her artwork.

I was more devestated with Jewel-reaver's death than Tony Jay's! WTF! everytime Iplay LOK, however, irefrain from telling EG to shut up, because now he will never speak again. Tony Jay has been everywhere too! Transformers, ghostbusters, star trek, LOK and probably a million and one things I just don't know of.

I do not look foreward to the day the rest of them will go. Makes me sad just thinking about it.

Work has been kicking my ass to hell and back and there again. nothing new with that.

Computer acts funny sometimes.

I am a total bitch to one guy. I think mainly because he's looking for a gf and I just happen to know him AND be a girl at the same time. yea guys can't understand me.

umm... Last night was kinda stressful. my brother has been out since Friday. saturday was the 4th and I was all ALONE. na I couldn't have been right? get this. my parents left the house at noon. I overhauled cleaning the bathroom so it took 3 hours to finish. I had to make my own dinner (trivial for some) of hamburger (last time I made myself a hamburger it came out raw!) and then when the fireworks were being shot up across the street the batteries in my camera died! I came inside no one was online on IM. yea. ALONE. my friends were out camping.

the next day I had work 7-3:30. after being on my feet for 8 hours I came home, watered the front garden, cleaned the kitchen, and repotted my plants and watered the plants on the deck. THEN my parents came home. it was 5 at that time and that's when I finally was able to SIT. in fact I took a nap. then my mom came in and asked if I was going to take a nap (I kid you not). I tolder I did, cuz she woke me.

so check out my work week thus far. off last sunday, worked monday, tuesday, sick wednesday, off thursday, worked friday, off saturday, worked yesterday, off today, working the next three days, off friday, working saturday. fucked up, no? welcome to my world. we have no soul.

laterz~